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Just another story of depression...
2 min read
And no I'm not depressed, I just wrote a short story about it based off of a picture, and if you would, it would be nice to see what kind of picture this conjures for you...leave in comments if you feel up to it
Please and thank you! - J ________________________________________________________________________________________________
I walk directly through the reflective puddles on my way to "the Destination." I try to soak in the faded beauty of the town. Even knowing I won't need it for where I'm going. I still try to find one last bit of solace for my heart to hold on to. A single, solitary reminder of the once beautiful memories that will soon be forever forgotten. The damp ground tries to subdue my spirit, to hold it down where it can never get up again. But the ancient buildings and towers floating in the abyss of dreary sky pull it up even through it's grasp. They stand there, a stoic reminder that even in the sadness there is a hope of survival, of overcoming it and of still being yourself. I solemnly laugh at the thought. I know I have no chance to overcome it. As I arrive at "the Destination" I look back and take one more glance at the town. I try to let the effect of happiness it has on me linger as long as it can, but sadly, it fades with the door closing behind me. As the sound of it slamming shut reaches my ears I feel the last wisp of it recede into nothingness. I become no more.
Please and thank you! - J ________________________________________________________________________________________________
I walk directly through the reflective puddles on my way to "the Destination." I try to soak in the faded beauty of the town. Even knowing I won't need it for where I'm going. I still try to find one last bit of solace for my heart to hold on to. A single, solitary reminder of the once beautiful memories that will soon be forever forgotten. The damp ground tries to subdue my spirit, to hold it down where it can never get up again. But the ancient buildings and towers floating in the abyss of dreary sky pull it up even through it's grasp. They stand there, a stoic reminder that even in the sadness there is a hope of survival, of overcoming it and of still being yourself. I solemnly laugh at the thought. I know I have no chance to overcome it. As I arrive at "the Destination" I look back and take one more glance at the town. I try to let the effect of happiness it has on me linger as long as it can, but sadly, it fades with the door closing behind me. As the sound of it slamming shut reaches my ears I feel the last wisp of it recede into nothingness. I become no more.
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Stereotype Me
7 min read
EMO
[ ] I cry a lot.
[x] I go to local shows. (like local concerts, right?)
[x] I wear black everyday. (not everyday, but often)
[ ] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favourite bands include: Fall Out Boy , My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco. (not exactly favorite, but I like most of FOB and some of MCR)
[ ] I self mutilate myself. (not really into that stuff)
[x] I think about suicide or death often. (list o' ways I DON'T want to die)
[ ] People have told me to cheer up. (Carro, you dont count)
Total: 4/9
NERD
[x] I have straight A's.
[x] I wear glasses. (do contacts count?)
[x] I always do my homework and study. (if last minute counts)
[x] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement. (YESSSS)
[ ] Computer games = Love.
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[ ] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler.
Total: 4/9
REBEL
[x] I always speak my mind. (pretty much)
[x] I have 0% of school spirit. (try .2%)
[ ] Bleep you, I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right. (duh)
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors.
[ ] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite. (i'm not an IDIOT, sometimes what people say just might help you)
[x] I won't listen to authority figures. (with a few exceptions)
[ ] I always break the rules.
[ ] I refuse to compromise.
Total: 4/9
JOCK
[x] I'm on one or more sport team.
[ ] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[x] I've won awards for my athletic ability.
[ ] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[ ] School Spirit 100%.
[ ] I'm going to a college for sports.
[ ] I watch sports on TV all the time.
[ ] I'm muscular. (huh, as if!)
[x] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day. (almost)
Total: 3/9
COMEDIAN
[x] I'm funny. (most of the time)
[x] I'm always making jokes. (most of the time)
[x] I interrupt class by making people laugh. (not super loud or anything though, just people sitting next to me, mostly)
[x] I like to entertain people.
[ ] I worship Kevin Smith.
[ ] I watch comedies more than anything.
[ ] I also watch SNL and Mad TV a lot (rarely)
[x] I'm sarcastic.
[x] I've been told I'm hilarious.
Total: 6/9
SHY
[ ] I don't have a lot of friends.
[ ] I don't talk too much.
[ ] It's not that I'm snobby, I just get nervous when talking to people.
[ ] When people say my name, others say 'who?'
[ ] I'm pretty sure mostly no one knows who I am.
[ ] People have told me I need to talk more.
[ ] I only talk when other people talk to me first
[x] I look down when I walk. (just every now and then, so I wont trip)
[ ] I avoid social gatherings, such as games, dances, or parties.
Total: 1/9
GOTH
[x] I wear black. (sometimes)
[x] I don't like to be seen. (by people I hate, they bug me)
[ ] I'm very, very pale.
[ ] I only listen to metal or emo-ish music.
[x] I love creepy, weird movies. (sometimes)
[ ] I love gothic cartoons and drawings. (ugh)
[x] I don't like people. (somtimes and somepeople)
[ ] I only go out during the night.
[ ] I have black fingernails.
Total: 4/9
WEIRDO
[x] I talk to myself. (when drawing or writing, not always out-loud)
[x] I say really random things all the time.
[ ] I fidget a lot.
[ ] I still use a wheeled backpack.
[x] People laugh at me.
[ ] I walk really funny.
[ ] I have a very different sense of style.
[ ] I talk in a robot voice often.
[ ] I'll stop whatever I'm doing, and break out in a crazy dance if the mood strikes.
Total: 3/9
SKATER
[ ] I skateboard to everywhere.
[ ] If I'm not skateboarding, I carry it with me.
[ ] I shop at Pacsun.
[ ] I'm obsessed with Tony Hawk.
[ ] Oh yeah, and Bam Margera.
[ ] I always play skateboarding video games.
[x] I have shaggy hair.
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[ ] I wear skater shoes only.
Total: 1/9
CHRISTIAN GIRL/BOY
[x] I go to church at least once a week. (most of the time)
[ ] Most of my wardrobe consists of long skirts and button down shirts for church. (yes, Id definately wear a skirt every other day)
[ ] I always carry a bible with me.
[x] My whole family is very religious. (kindof, but they're not in your face 'bout it.)
[ ] I've never been on a date.
[x] I've never smoked or had a beer.
[x] My beliefs are very strong. (you believe what you want and I'll do the same)
[x] I'm waiting for marriage until sex. (probably, don't want to be kicked out of the house)
[ ] I wear a cross necklace.
Total: 5/9
GANSTA
[x] I say 'yo'.
[ ] I also say 'fo shizzle'.
[ ] I wear extremely baggy pants.
[ ] Mah chainz hang low.
[ ] I hang with my homies, biotches, and ***'s.
[ ] I'm a thug.
[ ] I only listen to rap music.
[ ] 50 Cent is my idol.
[x] I don't give a frick about school. (most classes, 'cept art o'course)
Total: 2/9
GAMER
[x] I own at least 2 different video game consoles
[ ] I love Final Fantasy.
[ ] DDR & Guitar Hero FOREVER!
[ ] I've missed school before because I was trying to beat a video game.
[ ] I'm always trying to beat high scores on games.
[ ] I even play a lot of computer games.
[ ] I play at least 3 hours of video games a day.
[ ] My thumbs are sore often.
[ ] I spend all my money on new video games.
Total: 1/9
GIRLY
[x] I have long hair (or so Im told)
[ ] I wear make up everyday
[ ] I carry a purse.
[ ] I have to get someone else to come kill a spider or any bug.
[ ] I paint my nails.
[ ] I use perfume
[ ] I keep my nails clean/shaped
[x] I shower regularly
[ ] I used to or still do Dance, Gymnastics, or Cheer/Pom
Total: 2/9
BOYISH
[ ] I have short hair
[x] I hate doing laundry
[x] I like war type video games
[x] I like playing or watching sports
[x] People say I have a deep voice
[x] I'm more like my Dad than my mom.
[ ] I beat up or tease my younger siblings(if only I had some...):...)
[ ] I act tough, it doesn't matter whats going on inside me not angry tough..
[ ] There's only two emotions
Total: 5/9
[ ] I cry a lot.
[x] I go to local shows. (like local concerts, right?)
[x] I wear black everyday. (not everyday, but often)
[ ] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favourite bands include: Fall Out Boy , My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco. (not exactly favorite, but I like most of FOB and some of MCR)
[ ] I self mutilate myself. (not really into that stuff)
[x] I think about suicide or death often. (list o' ways I DON'T want to die)
[ ] People have told me to cheer up. (Carro, you dont count)
Total: 4/9
NERD
[x] I have straight A's.
[x] I wear glasses. (do contacts count?)
[x] I always do my homework and study. (if last minute counts)
[x] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement. (YESSSS)
[ ] Computer games = Love.
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[ ] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler.
Total: 4/9
REBEL
[x] I always speak my mind. (pretty much)
[x] I have 0% of school spirit. (try .2%)
[ ] Bleep you, I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right. (duh)
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors.
[ ] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite. (i'm not an IDIOT, sometimes what people say just might help you)
[x] I won't listen to authority figures. (with a few exceptions)
[ ] I always break the rules.
[ ] I refuse to compromise.
Total: 4/9
JOCK
[x] I'm on one or more sport team.
[ ] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[x] I've won awards for my athletic ability.
[ ] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[ ] School Spirit 100%.
[ ] I'm going to a college for sports.
[ ] I watch sports on TV all the time.
[ ] I'm muscular. (huh, as if!)
[x] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day. (almost)
Total: 3/9
COMEDIAN
[x] I'm funny. (most of the time)
[x] I'm always making jokes. (most of the time)
[x] I interrupt class by making people laugh. (not super loud or anything though, just people sitting next to me, mostly)
[x] I like to entertain people.
[ ] I worship Kevin Smith.
[ ] I watch comedies more than anything.
[ ] I also watch SNL and Mad TV a lot (rarely)
[x] I'm sarcastic.
[x] I've been told I'm hilarious.
Total: 6/9
SHY
[ ] I don't have a lot of friends.
[ ] I don't talk too much.
[ ] It's not that I'm snobby, I just get nervous when talking to people.
[ ] When people say my name, others say 'who?'
[ ] I'm pretty sure mostly no one knows who I am.
[ ] People have told me I need to talk more.
[ ] I only talk when other people talk to me first
[x] I look down when I walk. (just every now and then, so I wont trip)
[ ] I avoid social gatherings, such as games, dances, or parties.
Total: 1/9
GOTH
[x] I wear black. (sometimes)
[x] I don't like to be seen. (by people I hate, they bug me)
[ ] I'm very, very pale.
[ ] I only listen to metal or emo-ish music.
[x] I love creepy, weird movies. (sometimes)
[ ] I love gothic cartoons and drawings. (ugh)
[x] I don't like people. (somtimes and somepeople)
[ ] I only go out during the night.
[ ] I have black fingernails.
Total: 4/9
WEIRDO
[x] I talk to myself. (when drawing or writing, not always out-loud)
[x] I say really random things all the time.
[ ] I fidget a lot.
[ ] I still use a wheeled backpack.
[x] People laugh at me.
[ ] I walk really funny.
[ ] I have a very different sense of style.
[ ] I talk in a robot voice often.
[ ] I'll stop whatever I'm doing, and break out in a crazy dance if the mood strikes.
Total: 3/9
SKATER
[ ] I skateboard to everywhere.
[ ] If I'm not skateboarding, I carry it with me.
[ ] I shop at Pacsun.
[ ] I'm obsessed with Tony Hawk.
[ ] Oh yeah, and Bam Margera.
[ ] I always play skateboarding video games.
[x] I have shaggy hair.
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[ ] I wear skater shoes only.
Total: 1/9
CHRISTIAN GIRL/BOY
[x] I go to church at least once a week. (most of the time)
[ ] Most of my wardrobe consists of long skirts and button down shirts for church. (yes, Id definately wear a skirt every other day)
[ ] I always carry a bible with me.
[x] My whole family is very religious. (kindof, but they're not in your face 'bout it.)
[ ] I've never been on a date.
[x] I've never smoked or had a beer.
[x] My beliefs are very strong. (you believe what you want and I'll do the same)
[x] I'm waiting for marriage until sex. (probably, don't want to be kicked out of the house)
[ ] I wear a cross necklace.
Total: 5/9
GANSTA
[x] I say 'yo'.
[ ] I also say 'fo shizzle'.
[ ] I wear extremely baggy pants.
[ ] Mah chainz hang low.
[ ] I hang with my homies, biotches, and ***'s.
[ ] I'm a thug.
[ ] I only listen to rap music.
[ ] 50 Cent is my idol.
[x] I don't give a frick about school. (most classes, 'cept art o'course)
Total: 2/9
GAMER
[x] I own at least 2 different video game consoles
[ ] I love Final Fantasy.
[ ] DDR & Guitar Hero FOREVER!
[ ] I've missed school before because I was trying to beat a video game.
[ ] I'm always trying to beat high scores on games.
[ ] I even play a lot of computer games.
[ ] I play at least 3 hours of video games a day.
[ ] My thumbs are sore often.
[ ] I spend all my money on new video games.
Total: 1/9
GIRLY
[x] I have long hair (or so Im told)
[ ] I wear make up everyday
[ ] I carry a purse.
[ ] I have to get someone else to come kill a spider or any bug.
[ ] I paint my nails.
[ ] I use perfume
[ ] I keep my nails clean/shaped
[x] I shower regularly
[ ] I used to or still do Dance, Gymnastics, or Cheer/Pom
Total: 2/9
BOYISH
[ ] I have short hair
[x] I hate doing laundry
[x] I like war type video games
[x] I like playing or watching sports
[x] People say I have a deep voice
[x] I'm more like my Dad than my mom.
[ ] I beat up or tease my younger siblings(if only I had some...):...)
[ ] I act tough, it doesn't matter whats going on inside me not angry tough..
[ ] There's only two emotions
Total: 5/9
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Devious Journal Entry
6 min read
1. What does your DeviantArt name mean and why?
I used to play on the Dynamite, I was #8, Im a boy, and now I use that for everything.
2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Inheritance.
3. How many watchers do you have now?
idk
4. Name three of your favorite DA artists.
Val-Faustino
Drewyboy
Alexiuss
5. Do you comment, fave, or both.
Both, normally.
6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
Not really.
7. What is your most popular submission?
Idk
8. What is your Favorite non-Anime tv-show?
I dont watch TV enough to know
9. What are the things you wish you draw better?
Everything, there is always room for improvement, if not in skill in consistancy
13. PC or Mac?
Mac
14. Anime or Manga?
Manga, I dont do movies.
15. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke
16. Read or TV?
Read. I don't really like commercial TV.
17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
0-2, depends
18. Name a hidden talent.
My nose is very flexible?
19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
?
20. What is your favorite fast food place?
Steak 'n Shake
21. Your top three written books of choice?
1. Eragon/Eldest/Brisingr/Inheritence by: Christopher Paolini
2. too many tied here
3. too many tied here
22. Wii or Xbox?
Xbox
23. Name three of your favorite bands/singers
Needtobreathe, Rascal Flatts, and...too many
24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typist?
Medium.
25. Do you like Denny's?
sure
26. What is your favorite smiley?
Idk
27. What is your favorite pie: apple, cherry, or pumpkin.
Key Lime, or Lemon Merangue (however you spell it)
28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
Yes.
29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
a little
30. Are you a member of another site other than DA?
Yes
31. Do you cosplay?
No
32. Fruits or sweets?
I like the sweet fruits.
33. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Buttered and salted.
34. Have you ever skipped school?
Naw, what's the point? You're just going to get yelled at and have so much make-up work.
35. Have you ever been on a plane?
2 times.
36. Have you swam in the ocean?
Yes.
37. Have you been ice skating?
Yes.
38. Favorite vacation spot?
Alaska (never been) or Florida or Hawaii (never been)
39. Ever been on TV?
For school plays.
40. Favorite salad and dressing?
I have no idea
41. What do you do to relax?
Draw, Write, listen to Music, Read, Rest.
42. What is the last movie you saw in the theater?
cant remember
43. Favorite sandwich?
French dip
44. If you could go anywhere in the world?
Hawaii or Alaska
45. Favorite time of day?
Night.
46. What did you want to be when you were little?
First inventor of the tree that grows money.
47. What do you want to be now?
Artist, Writer.
48. If you could eat with anyone, who would it be?
Idk
49. What person would you hate/love to be stuck in a room with?
Love to be stuck in a room with . . . Mr. Christy, Hate to be stuck in a room with . . . Mrs. Butler
50. When is your Birthday?
February 8
51. Favorite type of Ice-cream?
too many
52. Last book you read (currently)?
Ender's Game.
53. Which store would you max out your credit card at?
Don't have one.
54. Do you buy/sell on eBay?
Sell on eBay buy on Amazon.
55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
omg, lyke, can you draw someting for meh? Can I look at ur sketchbook? Why did you draw dat?
56. Favorite all time movie?
way too many
57. What was your favorite show from when you were a kid?
Blues Clues
58. What are you listening to right now?
Music
59. What is the last thing you ate?
Dohnut
60. If you were a crayon, what would be your color?
Red/Black mixture, like one of those combo crayons.
61. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Everything.
62. Favorite sport to play?
Drawing, Rugby, Soccer.
63. Favorite day of the year?
Boone Week.
64. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs.
65. Vanilla or chocolate?
Chocolate
66. Favorite board game?
Stratego. Chess. Risk.
67. Favorite smells?
Cinnamon?
68. What inspires you?
Books. Music. My Art Teacher. Friends. Randomness.
69. Do you have any piercings?
nope
70. Do you have any siblings?
Three older sisters.
71. Bacon Bits or Croutons?
what?
72. Favorite day of the week?
Saturday.
74. Favorite restaurant?
Depends on my mood, most of the time Steak 'n Shake
75. Favorite animal?
Falcons.
76. Favorite thing to do outside?
Draw, climb, sports.
77. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?
Draw, sports.
78. Favorite Disney Character?
Idk, too many
79. What is your favorite coffee brand?
Dunno coffee.
80. Tag 6 people.
ZoayFire, Gibson117, Beginningarteest, Carrosaur, Zotoh, and anyone else.
I used to play on the Dynamite, I was #8, Im a boy, and now I use that for everything.
2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Inheritance.
3. How many watchers do you have now?
idk
4. Name three of your favorite DA artists.
Val-Faustino
Drewyboy
Alexiuss
5. Do you comment, fave, or both.
Both, normally.
6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
Not really.
7. What is your most popular submission?
Idk
8. What is your Favorite non-Anime tv-show?
I dont watch TV enough to know
9. What are the things you wish you draw better?
Everything, there is always room for improvement, if not in skill in consistancy
13. PC or Mac?
Mac
14. Anime or Manga?
Manga, I dont do movies.
15. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke
16. Read or TV?
Read. I don't really like commercial TV.
17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
0-2, depends
18. Name a hidden talent.
My nose is very flexible?
19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
?
20. What is your favorite fast food place?
Steak 'n Shake
21. Your top three written books of choice?
1. Eragon/Eldest/Brisingr/Inheritence by: Christopher Paolini
2. too many tied here
3. too many tied here
22. Wii or Xbox?
Xbox
23. Name three of your favorite bands/singers
Needtobreathe, Rascal Flatts, and...too many
24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typist?
Medium.
25. Do you like Denny's?
sure
26. What is your favorite smiley?
Idk
27. What is your favorite pie: apple, cherry, or pumpkin.
Key Lime, or Lemon Merangue (however you spell it)
28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
Yes.
29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
a little
30. Are you a member of another site other than DA?
Yes
31. Do you cosplay?
No
32. Fruits or sweets?
I like the sweet fruits.
33. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Buttered and salted.
34. Have you ever skipped school?
Naw, what's the point? You're just going to get yelled at and have so much make-up work.
35. Have you ever been on a plane?
2 times.
36. Have you swam in the ocean?
Yes.
37. Have you been ice skating?
Yes.
38. Favorite vacation spot?
Alaska (never been) or Florida or Hawaii (never been)
39. Ever been on TV?
For school plays.
40. Favorite salad and dressing?
I have no idea
41. What do you do to relax?
Draw, Write, listen to Music, Read, Rest.
42. What is the last movie you saw in the theater?
cant remember
43. Favorite sandwich?
French dip
44. If you could go anywhere in the world?
Hawaii or Alaska
45. Favorite time of day?
Night.
46. What did you want to be when you were little?
First inventor of the tree that grows money.
47. What do you want to be now?
Artist, Writer.
48. If you could eat with anyone, who would it be?
Idk
49. What person would you hate/love to be stuck in a room with?
Love to be stuck in a room with . . . Mr. Christy, Hate to be stuck in a room with . . . Mrs. Butler
50. When is your Birthday?
February 8
51. Favorite type of Ice-cream?
too many
52. Last book you read (currently)?
Ender's Game.
53. Which store would you max out your credit card at?
Don't have one.
54. Do you buy/sell on eBay?
Sell on eBay buy on Amazon.
55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
omg, lyke, can you draw someting for meh? Can I look at ur sketchbook? Why did you draw dat?
56. Favorite all time movie?
way too many
57. What was your favorite show from when you were a kid?
Blues Clues
58. What are you listening to right now?
Music
59. What is the last thing you ate?
Dohnut
60. If you were a crayon, what would be your color?
Red/Black mixture, like one of those combo crayons.
61. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Everything.
62. Favorite sport to play?
Drawing, Rugby, Soccer.
63. Favorite day of the year?
Boone Week.
64. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs.
65. Vanilla or chocolate?
Chocolate
66. Favorite board game?
Stratego. Chess. Risk.
67. Favorite smells?
Cinnamon?
68. What inspires you?
Books. Music. My Art Teacher. Friends. Randomness.
69. Do you have any piercings?
nope
70. Do you have any siblings?
Three older sisters.
71. Bacon Bits or Croutons?
what?
72. Favorite day of the week?
Saturday.
74. Favorite restaurant?
Depends on my mood, most of the time Steak 'n Shake
75. Favorite animal?
Falcons.
76. Favorite thing to do outside?
Draw, climb, sports.
77. Favorite thing to do when it's raining?
Draw, sports.
78. Favorite Disney Character?
Idk, too many
79. What is your favorite coffee brand?
Dunno coffee.
80. Tag 6 people.
ZoayFire, Gibson117, Beginningarteest, Carrosaur, Zotoh, and anyone else.
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